Going back…in time

There was a moment when things ware better, now. Well this is now.
Do you want to know how I feel? Meet me at the end of the road.
Maybe you will know.

This song is haunting me for quite a while now.

I lost it, you are still here

I can’t breathe.
I think I lost my mind.
All those emotions breaking me down now.
I wish I could read your mind,
young and beautiful wonderland.
You have mess up my game,
all those plans I had.
I have lost it all to you.
You ware all my beginning and now it’s the ending.
How many times I have said that before you are the only one?
How many times I have to show you that I love you too?
My head it’s underwater but you make it all right.
In the middle of a night,
I wake up,
thinking all of its gone.
I wish I could just turn back time,
let you go,
be all right.
We went for a journey, now it’s over.
That place only we know, made us complete.
I can’t believe, it all make sense now.
Something that you left behind.
I leave it now too.
I was here.
I was in love.
I breathe.
You ware loving me too.
I have given it all, now it all lost.
I want to say so many words, why I can’t even when I try.
I was here, so ware we.
Our love,
our need to be something than just ordinary.
I have it all and now it’s all gone.
Why won’t you let it go?
Why you keep calling my name?
You won,
I have lost.
Love is a losing game.
No more confidence.

Fear of loosing the light

In the shadows of the night, I dream about the light.
Distant star, so bright.
I look at it every night wanting to fly away.
Different life that I use to know,
familiar faces I use to greet.
In my life I live from a dream to dream, waking up to dark and wet reality.
Only if love could make miracles happen, then I would dream without the end.
What is the life I have, prisoner of my own mind.
I wish I have made some mistakes, then I could learn from them,
I wish someone listen and make my dream come true.
Just this one.
I wish I wake up on that star, that never sleeps.
Live on that star so it will bring me back to life,
take me out of my limbo,
sad reality,
make everything better.
One day, that wish will come true.
I have to believe it.
Hope is all I have left.
Dreams are my break from the reality.

Trying to make things right

Everytime I look at you, you are taking my breath away.
Teenage dreams to just run away.
Now it’s me who cries.
There is that one that I can’t forget, who stole my heart.
Take me away to never seen, heart away place.
There isn’t a day when my life goes by think of you.
I just stay still and quietly cry.
Now I feel like everything is wrong, I wish you were here.
Trying to make things right.
Now I fall,
still I wish I was safe and not so brave.
I had some dreams about the one that I can’t forget.
All those kisses and beautiful names.
Everytime I see you with him, it hurts,
you are breaking me heart again.
Why are you so far away?
Isn’t enough that I’m hurting now.
You are way too happy for my say.
Isn’t enough I give you all and never saw you cry,
now you laugh like it has been so long.
Why we can’t turn back time and just make it right.
Never been brave and stay safe.
Stay safe with you.
Missing you right now,
I wish you were not so far away.

I will be your promise, our first love

I know some promises ware broken.
Some meant to be that way.
I know you have your story but now we write out future together.
And I won’t go, you will always be with me.
You are the one I needed so desperately for living this moment over and over again.
There are times that no one needs to see us crying threw.
But then again this day gets better and better.
Just put your love in my arms,
don’t be afraid to let it go and fly together to the happy ever.
I know I need you,
like you need me too.
So let’s live it every morning,
over and over till there will be no mornings.
No promises are needed, when you are here.
I’m your promise till death will walk in to this game.
I’m the one you need too, so just hold my hand and let’s do this over and over.
No promises,
I am your promise of the over and over and happy forever.

Run Away and Fly

Drive away,
left that small town behind.
Run away,
not saying why.
Cry and look up the bright blue sky.
Dancing on my own till I lost myself,
till I lost what I left behind.
Not asking why, just riding on the city lights.
I had that moment when you miss something or someone,
I don’t feel it anymore.
What is love?
I don’t bother myself with answering.
What if I scream in a liberty, I just did?
All I can see is the disco light, flashing bright.
That base moving with a rhythm of my heart.
This is my escape.
This is my life.
I threw it all away, now I’m happy.
No questions, no answers.
Just myself and I.
Empty spaces, crowded streets.
Green parks, dry sands.
You think too much,
just let go and fly.
Fly before you fall and die.

Paper Love

I felt trapped right from the start.
I felt that I needed your lie to survive.
Nothing was perfect even when we ware apart.
That’s how our paper love had the start.
I needed love from your part.
You needed destruction, that’s what you left behind.
Our paper love has grown stronger on me, away from you, you ware all I had in my life.
You ware my king,
my strength,
you ware my lie.
One day I needed to go higher,
paper love was on fire.
You watched it burn, blame it all on me,
too much love,
I couldn’t let it go.
Love is just empty words, that what you said leaving me behind.
Say it was my fault, that I loved you too much.
I just wanted to control the fire,
control our paper love, you never knew.
All I had was us and the fear of letting you go.
This time I will make this right,
let it all go,
let the paper love flow.