Devotion

Some secrets should be remained untold.
Some love must be sour, to feel the taste of real one.
We devote ourselves to things that do not matter.
Devine devotion.
The poison of our minds.
I can keep a secret, even when I know it could hurt us just to be.
Does it matter?
We all got hurt by love, we all learn to trust in despair.
Some secrets should be shared.
Some love must be sweet to miss the sour taste of jealousy.
In devotion I sacrifice myself.
What we miss?
The cross of misunderstanding and the problems we don’t share, but we all have.
Devotion to what hurts us and to the truth that remain untold.

Forgotten.

We might fall down when the night will come, but we will rise when the sun goes up.
On the deep waters of the ocean it’s so easy to lose yourself and all of that what is around us.
It’s so easy to call people friends when they don’t even know you.
In the windy nights, I go against it.
In the smooth mornings I get bored quickly and turn around.
I’m gonna scream loudly to break the silence.
Kick few things down, mess it all around.
I go down to the bar, maybe cry a little.
Tomorrow I rise, tonight I fight for the bright skies.
For the loved ones who are not here,
for the friends that are forgotten,
for the lovers that thought love was everything.
I won’t look back, but when I do, I share a tear or two.
For the memories of you, him and you.
We might be fallen, but not broken.
We might be lonely, but not forgotten.
We might be hated, but not beaten down.
We are human, love is our passion.
Mary me.
Kiss me.
Kill me tomorrow.
But now let’s enjoy the show.

Just let me down.

If those things you say are true,
then I walk around the world till you change your mind and get back on my knees.
If you are not the one for me,
then I rather be unhappy than lonely.
I hate the idea of been free,
so start holding me the way lovers’ doo.
It’s so cold out here,
in our little love nest.
I want you to keep up and stop been so reckless.
If you walk away with him,
then I fallow you till you understand that I’m the one who’s loving you much more.
Tell me who was there when no one was listening?
Tell me who was there when dreams came crashing down?
If you will walk away that door,
go quickly.
If you say that you don’t love me,
say it quietly.
Just let me down and walk away quickly.
I will love one day more than your imagination can reach.
It those dreams are true, then I’m alone out here.
But that’s just all water under the bridge.

Game of Three, Three, Three

Even in a thick fog,
in the empty silence.
I can hear you,
how you calling my name.
I don’t want to be alone.
Show me how to love you.
Yes, it’s me, me, me.
I’m the one who feels the pain, pain, pain.
In this dark morning I’m looking for you, you, you.
Show me your face, stop hiding and end this game.
I will be still searching you, till you come here.
I’m here, here, here.
Even when this is hurting me, when you are not calling my me, just his.
I be waiting till you start loving me.
In the golden cage, like a bird that can’t fly.
I will sing till you remind yourself of me.
All night and all day, till you surrender to me.
I break this glass ball in to two, two, two.
The darkness won’t take the whole of me.
I still hear your voice in my head,
it’s him, him, him.
The one who feels the pain, pain, pain.
Again we are playing that charade.
The one, when I’m lost looking for you.
Are you looking for me too?
Where are you?
I’m here, here, here.
Now you look for me, just like I searched for you too,
in the dark,
in the fog,
in the locked golden cage.
You are there not me, me.
I will be waiting here.
Why you are still there screaming: it’s you, you, you.
The one who broke my heart.
The one who was afraid to love, love, love.
The one who felt guilty.
Why are we playing this game?
Why I’m not yours and you are not mine?
You know how much I love you, so there should be just us two, two.
The rest could be a history.
Two till the end.
Not three, three, three.
It’s only you and me, so come here and love me too.
I will love you.
End this game of three, three, three.
Just we.
Just me and no delirium, so we can be free.

Waiting for nothing

They said, this can be the brand new start.
I won’t be waiting for nothing,
I lived in the shadows of what we ware.
I am the broken parts.
I’m walking home, following another lie.
I thought I can break this spell.
All those years of hearing someone else saying: No.
The clock is making a noise for the midnight.
I’m walking through the window,
broken glass on the floor,
ignoring the sound of your cry.
I wished for the bright light.
Shadows made me empty.
Shadows you create, now it’s your turn to cry.
Again, again and another time again.
You are still winning.
How this is fair?
When the light shines bright,
I will walk away and live the life I dreamed of.
With the stars so bright, I will never be afraid.
When I will stop loving you and the night gets cold,
I walk away from the shadows.
All I need is me, nothing with you.
My best friend, where are you?
When you need me, show me the way.
I’m done waiting for nothing.