Love? I hope I never feel it again. Heart? I hope it will freeze. Tears? I hope they will dry. Life? mental institution, all the same. Only if I know the difference right now. Will I dare and do it? Change everything, twist my life around. End something that is coming to the end and start something that never started. How it should be? Hours of plans, dreams, targets and now it seems like is all gone. What will I become in the end. The lonely one again, foolish in love, hurt by the one who I have trusted? Why can’t we just quit, leave it all and run away? Why can we be happy, whatever is your name? Where you are? Save me, give me the answer. Give me happiness or just let me end it all.